"be positive!" (ironic how can you be positive in life if you are positive for HIV)
"dont be negative!" (same shit! im already positive)
this status is such a sucker!
im a nurse
i wanna take NCLEX
go to the USA
live my life, have my partner, enjoy disneyland, enjoy everything about being rich.
but thats not the case now.
the what should be for me is to look for an easy painless way to die.
sometimes i wonder if the DENIALISTS are really correct.
or if all of this a scheme to have the biggest health scam ever.
Now ive applied again for the hospitals.
Honestly, im torn between killing myself and killing everyone else.
